say hi to forever

last night I was really drunk in my grandparents creepy basement and I don’t really remember it but jonny said I was talking to myself when I was washing my hands in the bathroom. I said “I’m sorry. But please don’t be mad at me anymore” like 4-5 times and jonny said I told him I was talking to the spirits. Cuz like 2 people died in the basement. Jonny said the spirits were telling him to die and I dropped a can of pineapple juice.